Its raining again well really the first time in a week I think. I am amazed at God's thoughtfulness cuz I planted some lavender and sowed some seeds. I needed the rain to water them because its a hassle to take out the hose and connect it to our water, and hope that my husband doesn't forget to reconnect the water after we are done watering. I think sometimes that God knows what we need sometimes a little water,, sometimes to be sowed or just let His Sun shine into our hearts and minds allowing His Word to grow. I don't know if this makes sense or not but its here.
My brakes are really low on the car,, its kinda scary but I won't get them fixed any faster if I whine about them, and I am pretty booked for a couple days,, plus,,, its raining. Who wants to fix brakes in the rain?? Not my husband that is for sure. I have forgotten at times how blessed I am to have a car even though its ugly, doesn't have music and I can't drive it to Portland. I have a way to get to my jobs and to the grocery store etc. I really would like a new car well new to me, at least, something that is pretty much easier to drive and that I could take to Portland and to dog shows. I often wonder what it would take to get something newer. Maybe if I kept the car cleaner, or washed it or something else. I want to be a good steward of what I am given. I so long to know what it would take other than money. Perhaps I don't need a car right now??
Kingdom living sometimes relies on the goodness of others not meaning being moochy or expecting something from anyone, just the Lord laying good works toward us on someone's heart. I am sure expecting that hopefully soon.
Please Lord you know my need.
I thank you for your provision.
Help me be a good steward.
Show me where I fall short.
I love you.
